Lately I realy in moody mood... I cant found any smile on my face. Even when I was going out with my girlfriend, I also just can smile a bit. Yesterday, some of my friends came to my new rent house to visit. But I threat them unfriendly. This is not me. Usually I will not act like this and threat everyone nicely...
What really happened to me??
Is it because the stress I had during my practicum at school? Or just because I had changed?
After reflect on myself, I found that I was unfriendly to people around me lately.. Esspecially to my practicum primary pupils at ACS. ACS is a missionary boys school in Ipoh. So the pupils here are extremely naughty and hard to control. I only can control them just by being fierce to them every time I enter the class. By scolding them, I had lost 15 minutes every period. The time left is 45 minutes. It was very hard for me to continue the lesson according to what I planned. Maybe this is what forcing me to be stress and unfriendly to people.
Guys, sorry if I had accidently broke your heart. If you notice that I still unfriendly, just remind me. I will change... Sorry my dear, and my dear friends...
